I missed the mark… I didn’t invite anyone from work to our church sponsored barbeque and I didn’t invite my neighbors. I really fell short. I have excusses, but why bother? I missed it, plain and simple. What do I need to do to change? It’s too simplistic to say, “I can’t change myself, I have to rely on God” but too overwelming to say “I’ll pull myself up by my bootstraps, and fix this thing“. It has to be somewhere in the middle.